nabaling sa maling pagtingin


Hi! First time ko magsulat ng story ko dito at sana magustuhan ninyo. My name is MR.nowhere I can say that is my name cause the first time I fall inlove madalas sa maling tao pa. I’m working late nights cause I’m working in BPO industry here at QC. thankfully, I was not profiled for graveyard shift account, and I was abled to got better scheduled ahead cause of my performance. perfomer yata to 😉 (just kiddin’) . so this is the start of my undying fascinating love story. lunch ko noon mostly pakatapos namin ng lunch wala, kwentuhn asaran ng mga teammates ko. then until such time na tatahimik ang lahat , I used to scrolled down fb, and messenger, di pa kase uso ang ML that time, and tag ulan din noon. I used to find this girl in my messnger her name was Dea. I found her interesting the way she looks like. she is pretty and would I said she look simply stunning with her plain beautiful peach pink,dress, she’s also wearing plain blush on with a shade of light pink lipstick, also her smile was like a bliss of horizon, I’d lost and mermerized in the moment, thinking the curve of her lips fitted in mine . so stalk si parekoy. I knew that was dummy account, kase isa lang pic nya, but then again sumugal si loko, minimsg si ateng, at heto nagreply a plain “HI”. then sianbi nya skin an dummy account nga gamit nya. I found her interesting the first place, kase honest sya, handa sya magpakatotoo regardless na tatangapin man sya ng tao o hindi, i admired most of her that time because unlike me na torpe paulyap sulyap lang sa mga crush ko noon highschool at college kaya sabi ko sa sarili ko baka eto na to. then I simply message her normal convo getting to know each other.
nalaman ko na work nya, business consultant si ateng yes, check sa pangrap, personality check. kami nalan yun ekis…
so nagtyaga ako imsg ki Dea. we don’t communicate tru text or call, purely sa messenger lang, then she intorduced me the different side of her. she told me most of her fetish and come to think ganun kalseng babae nag quiquickie . shaddy part she likes men in uniform, and most of her excapade experience happened in a car, riding in tandem. hahahaha!!!, and yes tama ka kung binabasa mo to since we chatted in messenger most of our topics are considered off-colored personal s*x experience, then in a long run, or in a long ruin moments I just found myself as panakip butas. grabe kase...


sya magsend ng mga lalaki na pantasya nya, kumusta naman ako ni wala nga ako ab(s), but I support parin un mga lutang moments nya I enjoyed parin un usapan namin pero alam ko na wala na at hindi na magiging kame, , kase di niya naman nakikita ako, as her ideal man. I just support her as a friend that I told her that I am willing to improved myself, that was year 2017. I’m just 21 years old, then I am willing to wait until I got stable job since I’m just starting a new one, then nagsawa ako. then we fought last time I just remembered na gusto ko makipagkita sa kanya but since her way is makati, she wanted to meet at that spot which I find inconvenient for me, and that is why I used to block her, childlish right? but i used to do it since our relationship is not healthy for both of us, I used to gave her a pem every single day, I know I’m not used to it, pero I tried na maging romantic, even na sana maapreciate nya. wala naman kame samaan ng loob nagpaalam kame sa isa’t isa, then i did not know if nag move on ako saknya ang tanda ko lang ay iniyakan ko sya. then a year after chinat ko sya, using other proxy account new account, new name, new identity, then sinabi nya sakin this plain truth na lalaki sya, I thought na she’s just kidding pero hindi I always imagine to be with someone and ako yun person na blinded kapag nakikipag chat, I don’t considered kung babae o lalaki pero I just want to be with someone I just need an arms that I can cling on, and someone to be with, ocassionally, often somehow, o kung may pagkakataon. wala umiyak na talaga ako nun na parang bata. I’m on bus during that time going to bulacan then meron ako katabi na babae na kamukha nya kaya naisipan ko na sana may spark pero sana, di ko na ginawa. sana hindi ko na minisg at hindi ko na chinat eh, wala na eh, wala na pero napalitan ng sakit, kirot, sometimes in life we found someone and pero masakit pagnasama na yun puso, minsan o parati talaga lugi un tao tapat kung magmahal,
this is based on my real life story kaya po kailangan ko lang ng kausap just txt me 09159230618 i just need a companion po then if you find me interesting try to txt me
thanks sorry may work na me, idle time ko lang to hahahah!!
see you my apple





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  1. maileen cartago

    Umasa k nmn

  2. When one door closes another door opens but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the ones which open for us.

  3. hi! 🙂

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