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I was 11 years old when I meet Shawn Khalix Alcantara my boybestfriend. Since I meet him naging close kami sa isa’t isa.
I was 15 years old when I feel crush on him my boybestfriend pero hinayaan ko lng kasi akala ko mawawala din. Pero habang tumatagal mas lalo akong nahuhulog sa kanya, kaya minsan iniiwasan ko s’ya sa pagpasok sa eskwelahan at uwian hindi ako sumasabay sa kanya. Kasi natatakot ako na malaman n’ya na may pagtingin ako sa kanya. Pero hindi rin nag tagal bumalik din yung closeness namin sa isa’t-isa.
I was 17 years old when I confirm na hindi lng talaga crush yung tingin ko sa kanya kundi I’m falling inlove with him. But he didn’t know until now.
I was 18 years old when I confess my feelings to Khalix my boybestfriend. Nawala yung takot na nararamdaman ko kasi mas natatakot ako na baka maunahan ako ng iba kaya naglakas loob ako na umamin sa kanyan. Ang akala ko parihas kami ng nararamdaman pero hindi pala.
But then, rejected me.
He said he’s not yet ready to enter in relationship. But it’s okay, I’ll wait for him.
Year had past and I’m now turning 20 years old. For the second time I asked Khalix again, and for the second time too, but he rejected me again.
I really loved him to the point that I’m willing to wait until his ready.
Years had past and I’m now 23 years old, I graduated as a Engineer. For the Third time, I asked Khalix again, but he rejected me… again.
“I’m sorry Ashtrid, I’m just not ready. Is it okay if you wait?”
“I am still willing to wait for you untill you’re ready”
And now I’m 25 years old, sinabi ko sa sarili ko na this time Alam kong ready na si Khalix dahil nasa tamang edad na kami. Kaya kampanti ako na ready na s’yang pumasok sa isang relasyon.
Three days before his birthday, pinagplanuhan namin na isurprise siya sa kanyang kaarawan.
And today March 18, **** his birthday, busy kami ni tita sa pag hahanda at si Bea namn ang inutusan namin na bantayan si Khalix na paparating.
“Ate Ashtrid nandiyan...
ohh feel ko Yung story naaalala ko tuloy Yung pass ko when Im so inlove w/ my best friend ππ