WHEN LOVE REACH IT’S ENDING POINT”
By: Darling Writes
I watch him as he made his way to the door— Andrew, my live-in partner. We’ve been living together for almost 2 years. I presumed that he and I we’re meant to be. I thought everything will go as planned, but I was so wrong.
“I love you Myla, pero gusto kong hanapin ang sarili ko.” hearing him say it brings pang in my chest.
Ano pa ba ang hahanapin nya?
“Tutulungan kitang hanapin ang sarili mo Andrew.” I may sound desperate but I don’t care.
Shaking his head, he answered me. “No Myla, I want to be on my own for a while”
“W-why?” I sobbed, my vision gets blury. Tears start to make their own way down to my cheeks.
“I– I just… Hindi na ako masaya, Myla.”
Hindi na sya masaya…
“Hindi ka masaya?! HAHAHA tangina Andrew! After ng ilang taon nating pagsasama, iiwan mo ako dahil lang sa hindi ka masaya?!”
“Bakit ako ba masaya? Andrew, this past few years was hell for me. Pero iniwan ba kita?”
Hindi sya nakapag salita, I know he was shocked sa sinabi ko. He thought I was happy with him, but no. Palagi nya pinaparamdam sa akin na hindi ako enough.
“Pinili kong mag stay sa tabi mo kahit gustong gusto kong mapag isa. Gusto ko rin mamuhay muli nang mag isa, pero ano? Ginawa ko ba? Iniwan ba kita?! No, I never did.”
“I want to...

find myself too, but I never did!”
He was caught off guard. This is a big revelation, yes I may sound crazy but I love him so much kaya ko nagawang magtiis.
“You know why? Because I fucking love you!”
Silence filled the whole house.
“I’m sorry Myla, I’m really really sorry.”
He was about to hug me but I step back.
“Leave… Please leave Andrew. I don’t want you to stay here just because of the guilt you’re feeling right now.”
He tried to touch my arms but I avoided it.
“Myla…”
I cried infront of him. I knew it! Hindi talaga nya ako mahal.
“Hindi mo ako minahal Andrew. Hindi mo ako minahal at hinding hindi mo ako mamahalin.”
He stayed quiet, alam kong tama ako sa sinabi ko. Nanatili ako sa tabi ng lalaking hindi ako mahal and it hurts like hell.
“Our relationship isn’t working and if it does— it’s too late for that. You– you only stayed so you’ll know how it feels to be loved more than you could ever imagined.”
“Pinili mo ako, kase alam mong mahal kita. You were blinded by the idea that loving someone who love you wholeheartedly is a big win for you.”
Minahal ko ang taong, hindi ako ang pinapangarap. Pinaglaban ko yung taong hindi ako kayang ipaglaban. Ang sakit lang, kase akala ko… Akala ko kaya nyang manatili sa tabi ko.
“You don’t love me Andrew, I can feel it.”
—END
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