“𝙈𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨”
(𝘖𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺)
“𝑳𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒕, 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔, 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑱𝒖𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒕’𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝑹𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐”. Ito ang tanging kasabihan na pinakakaingatan ni Heart.
Heart is one of those people who believes in the right time. She always believes that waiting is better than looking. She is a modest girl but it has changed since Khel came into her life, She and Khel are classmates and it is also flirting with her.
Maganda din ang pagkakaibigan nila, sometime they eat their lunch together, study together, and making projects together.
matagal na talagang nanliligaw si Khel, mga 2 years na simula non’g 1st year college pa sila, now they are on 3rd year college and Khel doesn’t stop courting Heart.
khel was a good Man, like Heart it also wants to graduate.
“When we finished school, we can do what we want to do, we can buy what we want to buy, and… ” He suddenly paused with a smile on his face.
“And what? ” I asked him just like I had no idea.
“And sa-sasagutin mo na ako?” He answered and laugh so sweetly.
Hindi na ako sumagot at ngumiti nalang dito. I watched his smile that seemed incomparable, His eyes that were a little narrower and more lost when he laughed.
His nose could be a little sharp, and His teeth were even and very white.
There is no perfect person but I can say luck is the person he can stay with one day, and I hope it was me.
We’re already wearing a black 𝘛𝘰𝘨𝘢 and going up on stage at the same time, one after the other. As we took pictures of each of our families, we looked at each other.
“𝙁𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮, 𝙬𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢, 𝙩𝙤𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙘𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢. 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙪𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩, 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙆𝙝𝙚𝙡.” I took a deep breath after whispering my mind.
Lumapit si Khel sakin and he looked me on my eyes, para itong naiiyak but he trying to stop it.
“Hi miss Heart Valerie Caldoza, we finally finished it all, eto na Tayo, natupad ng pareho ang mga pangarap natin, we have graduated from college, I’m so proud of you, you deserve this. so ano? Pano yung promise mo? ” biro nito at tumawa habang nakatingin sa akin.
“Yes” I answered weakly and dripped my tears.
Nagulat si Khel sa narinig niya, He’s just staring at me and the eye is manly, He can’t explain how he feels and doesn’t know how to react to my answer.
Lumapit Ito sakin and he hugged me tightly, I didn’t notice it crying behind me so I hugged it too.
“Three years akong naghintay sayo, three years kong ipinadama sayo Kung gaano kita ka mahal, thank you so much for agreeing to be my girlfriend, we went through a lot as friends. Heart I will not hurt you, I will take care of you promise, pinapangako ko. ” It responded and tightened even more the hug and sobbed like a baby.
“shhhh! enough baby.” I answered and laughed.
Khel is very caring, he is a very good partner, he never leaves me alone kahit pa medyo busy siya sa work, he greets me everyday if I’m ok and he makes me feel his love everyday. Hindi ako nagkamali sa pagpili ng taong mamahalin ko, Hindi ako nagkamali sa taong minahal ko.
Sometimes Khel is not at home, because we have decided that siya muna ang magtatrabaho para sa aming dalawa habang ako sa bahay na muna.
Minsan kapag wala siya nalilito ako, I can’t explain, nalilito ako kung buntis ba ako or what, but when I tried to used pregnancy test, it’s negative.
I wanted to call my parents but I’m embarrassed, and I don’t want to let them know on what’s happening on me because they might be worried.
Hindi ko lang Ito pinansin, ngunit habang tumatagal mas sumasakit ang ulo ko at madalas na ako mahilo. Khel also noticed it one time non’g nasa bahay lang siya at bigla ako natumba. Sinabihan Niya na akong magpa- check up sa Hospital but I just tell him always that “I’m ok”.
I can’t explain the pain, it’s as if a vein that is being cut in your brain and all of a sudden you will feel dizzy and your vision turns black.
I was alone at home again, I cleaned the house all...

day, I had nothing else to do at home. But I noticed that little by little I was weakening, dizzy and blackening my eyesight, hanggang sa wala na akong makita at naipikit ko na ang aking mga Mata.
I was lying in a bed with a white blanket and white pillow, with dextrose in my left hand and I was wearing Oxygen in my mouth, at the time I had not yet woken up.
Nandoon si Khel na namamaga na ang mga mata sa kakaiyak at kasama niya si Mommy at Daddy na umiiyak din, at ang Mom at Dad Ni Khel.
Khel was holding my hand and bent down dying. nagsisisi Ito na wala siya sa araw na nahimatay ako, nagsisisi siya na iniwan niya ako for his work.
“It’s all my fault ! If I hadn’t left her, if I hadn’t abandoned her maybe She wouldn’t be like this! ” He said and continued to cry and sweat profusely.
” It’s not your fault Khel, you just leave her that time para magtrabaho, wala kang kasalanan. ” My mom said.
“Heart is having the symptoms of mental disorder, the pain of its head, the dizziness and darkening of her eyesight are just some of the symptoms of mental disorder. Well, we can’t say what exactly her condition now, but we have something to give treatment on her to relax her brain and to wake her up sooner. ”
Umabot din ng dalawang araw bago ako nagising, it feels like parang Wala akong matandaan. Even one thing, I can’t really remember, I can’t remember who I am and where I am, as in nothing.
“Babe? Are you ok? How are you? May problem ba?” Tanong ng isang lalaki sakin na balisa.
” Who are you? ” Pagtataka kong tanong rito.
Nagulat si Khel at biglang tumulo ang luha nito.
“What? What’s happening? Why she can’t remember me?” Saad ng lalaki na lumapit saakin na napatayo at lumapit sa Isa pang lalaki na nakaputi at may eye glass.
“Mr. Khel, let’s talk outside.” sabi ng isang lalaki na nakasuot ng eyeglasses at lumabas, sumunod naman yung tinawag nitong Khel.
“I’m sorry Khel, but it is sad to say that Mss. Heart has been confirmed having this mental disorder called Amnesia. She can’t remember all, even her name. It is a kind of mental disorder that has no cure, but don’t worry there are treatments for this case and it is possible na bumalik pa ang memory Niya. ” Doctor’s explanation to Khel and His Family.
Tumulo ang luha Ni Khel, He didn’t think it was Possible.
It took three years but I still can’t remember everything, it got worse and worse because almost all things around me I can’t remember.
Minsan naiinis na ako sa sarili ko dahil di ko talaga matandaan lahat. minsan umiiyak na sa harap ko yung sinasabing Khel na hindi ko parin nakikilala.
Dinala nanaman ako sa Ospital dahil bigla akong nahimatay habang naga-undergo ng therapy.
Mas naging complicated ang naging situation ko, its not just oxygen and dextrose that’s in my body, as well as the wires that are already attached to my head, hindi ko na talaga alam ang nangyayari, minsan bumibisita sakin yung Khel na until now I still can’t remember parin. Umiiyak Ito sa harapan ko, I don’t know but while he was in font of me crying, all of a sudden my tears dripped down the side of my cheek and I couldn’t stop it.
Sa pangatlong araw biglang dumami ang tao sa paligid ko, bigla nalang lumapit ang isang Babae at hinawakan ang Isa kong kamay at tinusok ako, unti unting namanhid buong katawan ko at nanghina sabay napapikit ang mga mata.
After 1 week I woke up, I remember my Mom and Dad and Heart’s Parents, yes Heart undergo operation because her memory damaged, and there were bacteria in her brain.
Ang ginawang operasyon ay napakahirap, ti-nransfer ang aking utak sa ulot ni Heart samantalang Ang katawan ko ay wala ng pag-asang mabubay.
ngayon nasa katawan ako ni Heart, binigay ko ang sarili kong utak sa kaniya, 1 week ang tumagal bago ako nagising.
My body is dead but my memory is alive, I use Hearts living body but her memory is no longer here.
I know it’s is complicated at imposible pero ginawa ko to dahil Mahal na Mahal ko si Heart, I can sacrifice everything for Heart, kahit pa mismo Kong buhay.
words by: Parker Jhon ( ParkXckerii 💫 )
Typo’s ahead paki understand nalang
thank you🙃