HE WANTS TO MARRY ME WHEN I TURN 18″
“Love, magpakasal na kaya tayo when you turn 18 next month.” Biglang wika ng boyfriend ko na nagpabigla sa’kin.
I don’t know what to say, I love him but may pangarap din akong gustong tuparin, masyado pang maaga para ikasal kami.
“b-but love we’re s-still too young for that….” Utal na tugon ko sakanya.
“Legal na edad na yun love, please.” Nagmamakaawang saad nito. Bakit ba siya ganyan?
“Love, masyado pang maaga para ikasal tayo, Hindi ka ba makapaghintay love?” I asked him.
“N-No, is not like that ahm its j-just… Meron ka bang ibang lalaki? bakit ayaw mo akong pasakalan?!” nagulat ako nang biglang tumaas ang boses nito kasabay ng paghigpit ng hawak nito sa bandang puso, napakunot noo naman ako.
“Wala akong Ibang lalaki krizo, i just want to redeem my dream.” Pagpaliwanag ko sakanya ngunit hindi niya ako pinansin at tinanong ulit.
“No! you don’t love me at may iba ka nang lalaki! “Inis na sigaw nito sakin, ano bang sinasabi ng lalaking...

to!?
“Ano ba, wala ka bang tiwala sa’kin ha?! kung yan naman pala akala mo sa’kin okay sige, I’m breaking up with you!.” Galit na sigaw ko sa pagmumukha niya. “You know that i love you but I also love my dream too.” I continued.
Bigla nitong hinawakan ang dibdib nito ngunit nang makitang nakatingin ako dun ay bigla nitong kinuha ang kamay at tumakbo.
What the hell is happening to him?
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9 months passed, I’m already 18 years old and I’m here right now in church wearing a white dress. This day is our wedding day, of couse I’m happy.
Dahan dahan naman akong pumunta sa gitna kong saan nandun siya, napangiti naman ako nang masililayan ko ang muka nito sa Loob ng kabaong.
Yes, He’s dead because of a heart cancer. The reason why he wants to marry me at the age of 18 is because he only have few months left to live.
He wants me to be his wife until his last breath.
photo not mine
by : janin panganiban