Hi po sa mga readers

Nais ko lang po ibahagi ang love story namin ng aking asawa..

It was summer of this year when i met her.. nung time na yun 2weeks pa lang kmi nag break ng ex ko.. i was so devastated that time nowhere to go, no one to talk to.. a friendvthen invited me to join a groupchat, para daw mlibang aq.. so i did.

I mingled with everyone d nman naging mahirao dahil karamihan dun kilala ko na, but a one woman caught my attention, she sent a picture to our group chat.. ay syete , ang cute nya , ganda ng ngiti , but with a lonely eyes , couldnt help but to felt something, heart pounding., i just couldnt take my eyes off of her. Usually sa gc lahat nag uusap so para mpansin at makyha ko attention nya i started sending vm sa gc .. i start to sing hehe . Yun kasi talent ko , para magpapansun sa kanya., ewan ko ba una pa lang iba na naramdaman ko, para bang theres something about her na gusto ko mlaman .. i needed to know her . Iba eh .. may tibok.. may spark.. that feelung na dq maintindihan.. then i start to wonder. Is this what they call love at first sight? Haha i dont believe in such myth haha. But what i felt made me realize it is not a myth after all, its so real. So i told myself i wont let her be with someone else.. gagawin ko lahat mpansin nya lang aq.. at d nman aq nabigo, kasi npansin nya ang ka cutan ko haha. Kidding.. so she req a song yung do i have to cry for you, hahaha sakto paboriti kong kinajanta yan pag broken aq, 😂😂😂😂 anyway yun na nga kinanta ko na.. and syempre after nun natuwa sya kaya nag req sya ng song pero d sakin hahsha sa iba namin ka group. Toinks. Gusto nya yung kantang amazed nirerequest nya.. eh maepal aq kahit dko lam yung kanta sinearch ko sa youtube pinakinggan ko parang familiar ung song tumatagos sa puso ko, kaya kahit dq kabisado naikanta ko parin sa kanya.. haha effort c ako.. wala ee d nka ilag sa pana ni kupido 😍😍😍😍

Maniwala kayo sa hundi, dq sya agad chinat.. mga a day pa bagi ko sya chinat privately haha. Nahihiya pa kasi aq ee. Oapansin padin aq sa gc.. ppero di aq nka tiis, i sent her a message .. lakas ng kabog ng dibdib ko ng mag reply sya ayieeeeeeehhhh.. i asked for her name of course.. her name is KHEY waaaaaaaa oangalan pa lang tumatagos na, ayun so we start to exchange convesation, and i found out shes as broken as i am 😢😢😢😢 kaka hiwslay lang din nya.. shes an ofw working in abudhabi ..

Khey is from pampangga , a single mom with her cute daughter ( anak ko narin ngaun.. 😍😍😍😍) c kikay, she was 31 that time.. d ko na ikukwento bat sya single mom.. anyway she had this 2 years lbf lesbian boyfriend, and yes you read it right, shes a lesbian lover.. and i am also a lesbian .. anyways back to my story, yun na nga , yung les na yun ang dahilan ng mga lungkot sa mata nya, dahilan ng lihim na pag luha nya ng paghihirap nya.. when i was listening to her , i was stunned by her.. i felt all her sadness.. sabi nya di daw nya lam kung kaya nya pa magmahal ulit.. ( ouch, felt sad) but it dint stopped me, instead i told her, how can u find real happiness and true love if u keep relying on your past and live with your fears.. if u let me i will love you the way you deserved to be loved.. ill make each day special.. just let me proove it .. and ewan ko ba pero that time i knew i love her, yes i love her not because of what shes been through , i love her coz its the way i feel, not knowing why or how i just do, and i wanna erase all the bad things happened to her.. and replaced it with happiness that she always wanted to have. So i did, everyday i sent her message, pero onething ang hindi ko pa nagagawa.. i couldnt tell her my condition, i couldnt# tell her that im on a wheelchair.. 😔😔😔😔

Oneday we video call, kabado kasi mlalaman na nyang nka wheelchair aq, at first time ko syang mkita sa vc hehe.. but everything went well, ayun since then araw araw na kmi nag vc. At hinayaan ko na lang na matuklasan ung condition ko.. then she asked me one day.. alam na pla nya una pa lsng.. and i told her everything..

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Normal aq ng isinilang aq ni mama, super cute at sobrang puti na parang bond paper haha, then nung 4months old aq, dun na nag start.. habang pinapasyal aq ng mama ko sa isang subd. Nilagnat ako ng mga ilang araw, they rushed me sa hospital, the doctor said i had a guillen burrei syndrome .. i was in deep sleep for a couple of days.. naalala ko pa noon sabi ni mama my father thought na dying na daw aq, pero God is good i woke up,.. i was scheduled for operation na sana but my father was diagnosed to have a lung cancer. At 2 years old my father died.. at yun na d na naagapan .. i wasnt able to walk then.. 33 years na kong nka wheelchair.. and for 33 years wala aq ibang hinangad kundi mkatagpo ng tunay na magmamahal sakin..

I slowly opened up to khey, told her everything she wanted to know about me.. but like her ntatakot din aq, ntatakot na masaktan ulit.. but my love for her is greater than all my fears.. at simula nga nun naging open na kmi sa isat isa.. then finally i told her that i love her..

Days passed , April 17, 2017 etong araw na ito ang unang beses na sinabi nya sakin na mahal narin nya ako 😘😘😘😘😘 ( eto rin yung araw na sinagot na pla nya ako.. slow lang tlaga aq hshaha)

April 20, 2017

Khey and i finally made it official… etong araw na ito when i finally asked her to be mine.. and she said yes ayieeeeeeeeee…. nagung masaya kmi sa relasyon nmin.. kahit apat na oras ang pgitan nmin dbyun naging hadlang , she always makes time para sa relasyon nmin. We were each others strength.. but like every couple nagkakatampuhan din kmi, masyado kasi aq naging seloso , insecure.. ganda ba nman ng asawa ko… hehe.. in just short period of time ang dami na nmin naging plano.. para samin, para sa anak nmin..

July 2017 limot ko na yung date, a blinding pain hits my right abdomen, i was rushed in the hospital… she got really worried, alam ko kahit d nya sabihin nag aalala sya.. it pains me to see her like that.. the doctor said that i have appendicitis .. not inflamed pero mlaki na raw, so my mom and my brother decided to have it remove na lang.. i was scheduled to have a removal of appendix .. the night before the said surgery i told khey about it, i smiled and told her that im gonna be fine and the surgery will be successful.. ( mlamang successful nsisulat ko pa toh ee hahaha) d na nya kinaya she let her tears fall.. ayun nag iyakan na kmi 😢 pero i assured and promised her na magiging ok aq , i even gave her the number of my uncle para habang nasa operating room aq mkaka kuha sya ng update sa nangyayari sakin..

July 10, 2017,

The day of my surgery, she was still asleep that time..

Ipinasok nq ng OR prepped for surgery na aq, i was so nervous , i kept on praying.. i closed my eyes , and saw my baebieh smiling at me gave me enough reason to be calm and knowing na if i survived this my family and baebieh will be waiting for me.. then the surgeon came in, the surgery took 2hours, supposedly an hour pero dahil sa hirap sila kabitan aq ng swero kasi ng raw ang nipis ng ugat ko haha..

I woke up inside the recovery room, feeling dizzy , and cold, asking myself am i dead? Did i survive? I tried to scream for help, i couldnt breathe when a nurse approach me.. buhay pa ko.. thank God.. first thought is i was looking kor khey..

So when they finally transfered me sa room ko, i was forbbiden to use gadgets 😢😢😢 kasi yung swero nasa may balikat ko.. delicate daw kasi konting movement ko lang ma didis ladge nnman.. im missing her so much. So finally nung pinayagan nq gumamit gadgets tumawag agad sya.. i was still weak then.. pero gumaan pkiramdam ko dahil nka usap ko...

Nka labas nq ng hospital she never left my side kahit pa nasa ibang bansa sya , she took care of me kahit nasa malayo sya, back to normal kmi… at lalo aq naging seloso, nadadalas ang tampuhan nmin pero naaayos nman agad,,

Last week of july.

She and her employer had a big fight. She told me na gusto na daw nya umuwi., kinausap nya employer nya na pauwiin na sya, then ayun, pumayag nman . Akam ko kahit pani malungkot sya kasi npamahal na sa kanya mga alaga nya. At biglaan din nman uwi nya, actually pwede nman sya mag palipat at mag stay but she still chose to go back home.. kasi gustong gusto na ny aq mmkasama maalagaan. With our daughter.. dun pa lang sobrang effort na ginawa nya, walang wala ung mga nagawa ko.. compared to the sacrifices she was about to commit.

August 6, 2017

The day of her flight, halos wala aqng tulog kasi i make sure na safe sya mkakarating ng airport.. habang nasa byahe sya papuntang airport magjausap kmi para masamahan ko sya kasi nga mukhang d mapagjakatiwalaan yung driver na bagmsmaneho ng taxi na sinakyan nya.. so we talked kahit na medyo antok nako, d yun naging hadlang para masamahan ko sya, after 2 and a half hour njarating na sya ng airport.. at dun nko nka hinga ng maluwag.. then nag check in muna sya ng bagahe nya tas nag vc ulit kmi hanggang sa mag boarding na sya..

Almost 9 hours of air travel from dubai to manila, naka monitor aq the entire flight. Feeling so excited tkagang aq ung kinakabahan.. halos d nq mpakali … then at exactly 5 pm ng hapon, she arrived safely according sa flight monitor ko haha.. mga few minutes later, ayun may tumawag sakin na local number, at boses pa lang kilalang kilala ko na.. my heart automatically skipped a beat, nasa arrival na daw sya, dq sya nasundo 😟😟😟 so instead i got her cab na lang para dalhin sya sa boarding house na tutuloyan nya.. then pagka dating nya pumalpak pa ung boarding house dahil, sobrang dumi st may lumilipad pa na ipis, so what i did tinawagan ko ang tita ko para mhanapan sya ng bed space buti na lang marami dun sa area na yun.. at na settled narin sya sa wakas..

The morning after.

August 7, 2017

I got up early, took a shower syempre pa pogi na tlaga aq, dahil eto na yung araw ng first meeting namin.. 😍😍😍 sobrang kabado , i was shaking , na dq maintindihan.. 11 am , may kumatok ng pintuan, unang pumasok ang cute na cute kong pamangkin na c teptep followed by my tita and tito then grand entrance ang baebieh ko.. waaaaaaaaaaa at sa unang pagkakataon na sulyapan ko mga ngiti nya na hindi sa monitor ng aking cellphone.. syeteeeee todo smile aq, lumapit sya, at tumabi sakin i was literally stunned.. ang ganda ng asawa ko.. wwe shook hands haha formal na formal but actually gusto ko na sya yakapin that time, gusto ko na iparamdam agad sa kanya hiw happy i am.. so ayun na., we went live on our first meeting sa aming fb page, at doon super sweet na kmi, hold hands.. at ng mka tyempo aq i held her tight and kissed her lips gently, with full of love. Simula ng araw na iyon d na kmi naging separated by distance, pero d naging madali dahil di aq ganon ka open sa family ng aking gender preference. Sa labas lang kmi halos nagdedate., buti na lang may mlapit na sm samin kaya yun na naguing tambayan nsmin.. pero di nag give up asawa ko nag effirt tlaga sya para magustohan sya ng family ko.. hanggang d naglaon unti unti narin gumaan loob ng family ko sa kanya, nkakapunta na sya ng bahay ng legal.. naging masaya kmi sa araw araw kming magkasama , dinadaka nya anak nmin para mkasama ko sila., we spend time like a real family..

But all this happiness lead to a lot of trials, sacrifices , dahil ng sa d pa sya nkakahanap ng income .. mga araw na halos puro noodles na lang kinakain nya, but still she choses to stay dahik ayaw nya lumayo sakin. She tried looking for a job, pero mailap angtrabaho sa kanya, so kast resort nya is mag apply ulit abroad 😢 she explained to me na kinailangan nya gawin para sa anak nmin, para samin, although nalungkot aq but on a brighter side mas mabuti na yun kesa nkikita ko syang naghihirap.
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Oct 6, 2017

Eto yung araw na uuwi na dapat sya ng pampanga, dahil tapos na ung contract nya sa boarding house, pero my mom told us na she could stay sa bahay ng ilang araw para pag linggo sabay kmi mag sisimba., so she stayed at sibrang nkakatuwa dahil welcome na sya ngayn sa house, . Hanggang sa naging ganun na set up namin, isang linggi sya samin at umuuwi sya sa pampanga ng isang lingo din.. we were so happy, dahil habang naghihintay sya na ma process papers nya eh nag soend sya ng time para samin ng anak nmin..

October 28, 2017

Another weejend na buo ang pamilya nmin dahil kinabukasan big day na nya.. we spent the whole day together , nag swimming namasyal at kung ano ano pa. Just the 3 of us..

October 29, 2017

Ang araw ng bday nya, we got up early, sobrang saya dahil magkakasama kmi sa mahakagang araw ng buhay nya.. we went to church as a family.. then after church we celebrated her birthday sa isang restaurant with my famiky., sobrang saya lang .. kasi first time ko maexperience yun..

October 31, 2017

Before sila umuwi papuntang pampanga nag swimming muna ulit sila with my ate.. ang saya saya nilang pagmasdan.. then kinahapunan umuwi na ang mag ina ko 😔

November 2017

Ang buwan na ito kung saan nagoa biometric sya at nag sign ng contract then after daw nun flight details na .. so another week with her ulit tkagang sinulit na nmin bawat araw bawat oras,, na magkasama kmi, then nag nessage ung agency nya telling her na this month na sya aalis 😢😢😢 so sobrang nalungkot ako.. pero pinipilit ko maging matatag para d sya malungkot.. then one afternoon habang nagdedate kmi she recieved a call from her agent.. “aslis ka na sa 15, ” so pareho kami nabigka, kasi we expect na end of the month pa.. so ung 1week na dapat sya mag stay nagung 4days na kang coz she needs ti preoare everything befire her flight..

November 14, 2017

Akala nmin d na sya matutuliy kasi d oa binibifay yung flight details nya so ako medyo nja hinga ng maluwsg, nag paplan pa kmi na mag celebrate ng bday ng kapatid ko on the 16th, nbut yet another call, sabi may flight details na raw sya. At yung araw na din yun lumuwas syam at dumiretso na ng bahay.. dala na ang bagahe nya.. pigil ang mga luha ko ng makita ko cya.. sobrang sakit mlaman na matatagakan ko nnman sya d mkikita. Mkakasama 😢 inihatispd muna nmin ang bagahe nya sa bahaym tpos nag binding kmi bago sya umalis, we had our dinner together, dun pa lang dq na maitago ung lungkot ko, i tried to smike pero ang pait ng mga ngiti ko, then after dinner dinala ko sya sa sky lounge. Dun na dq na npigilan pa mga luha ko.. epesyal kasi ung place na yun samin ee, .. umiyak narin sya.,, we held each otger., we hold hands . I told her na hihintayin ko sya . Na di aq mag gigive up. That night i chose nit to sleep, i just watch her sleep, then she held my hand tight and put it in her chest that gesture brought me to tears,.. ang sakit parang ayoko na lang sta paalisin. But she has to 😢😢😢

November 15, 2017

Madaling araw na i woje her up.. she instantly git uo and prepared habang nag aayos sya sa tabi ki i hugged her tight tears still flowing, then i got her a cab, she stoid uo and get he laggage and gave me a hug and a kiss befire she went to the door and waved goodbye 😢😢😢

3 months of being togetherm face ti face.. we had a wonderful time . And now were back from where we started. Back at being apart in distance, where we can only see each other through our cellphones where i could touch and kiss her in our monitor.. pero d na importante yun, kasi magkalayo man kmi fir now our hearts already become 1.. kasi ang tunay na pag ibig d nakikita ngunit itiy nararamdaman at inaalagaan para sa takdang oras na kung saan ikaw at ako d na muli oang magkakalayo.

Baebieh , maghihintay ako sa iyong pagbabalik.. you are the best i ever have. You make me feel that im still worth it, yung buhay kong super lungkot at pasuko na , nilagyan mo ng kulay at pag asa. Baebieh, You made me live again. Iloveyou till death do us apart..